haiz..

ok people. i'm currently in school. at comp lab. haha. i'm suppose to help my friends with their malay language. they're currently independent learning rigth now . so, haha. i'm so free and available right now. i don't feel like starting on my homework this instant. have to go to a-maths remedial after this. hehe.

'o' levels is just months away . it feels like weeks away. anyway, this week i couldn't feel it going. busy with things these days. even my ex-maths teacher commented on the panda eyes i'm building up.

seriously, i'm really disappointed with his words the other day. i felt that everything 's crashing down. i've never regretted being his friend all this years. but his words just struck me changing my perspective about us. the words he said just make me feel as though i'm not worth being his friend. fine , i know i'm not like some other girls he's ever met. not lady-like. rough. ugly. ya, all the words he could ever think of.

hmm ya ok..
i don't know what's on his mind when he said so.
trust . we just dont have that right?

love, if we're not going to have that..
it's not going to go well..