i'm sorry

i've always thought to myself would you be my right choice . well, i knew i would have lots of choices in the future. why should i restrict myself to only you? i know this is the only major risk i've ever taken so far. mimi+risk= scary! haha. but i told myself, if i could convince myself to give you a chance to get to know me better and just start on slowly, who knows you'll be my right choice. seeing you change from good to better, it just release me from the anxiety and agony of choosing the wrong person. i didn't mean to yell at you or prick out cynical remarks. i'm sorry if i did. there's so many things that we went through together that i'm afraid to lose. i may not know you very well. i may not know everything about you. vice versa. but truly, the feelings of yours that you lay out before me, it makes me understand. i keep denying that you're truthful to what you've said. i feel insecure whenever i thought of losing you. there's a lot of secrets in me you've yet to know. but as what i've always repeated anything could happen . a new beginning is happening soon. i'll not be there to look after you or always be there for you. just take care and hopefully you'll stick to what we've promise. i keep my words. i hope you do too.